halloween fun

my hubby and i took monkey out trick'o'teating this past monday. it was his 1st time out. we dressed him as yoda. he was so cute and lovd it. the 1st few houses he was unsure what was going on. but after about 5 houses he as running up to the door. he got a bunch af good treats for his age. like animal crackers ad a few cookies.  i wish more ppl did these terats and not all chocholate.  themini bags of animal crackers are perfect i think, we were only out for about 45 mins, but it was all he needed. best part was when we were done all he wannted to do was play with his glow sword we got; it was his light saber. he loved it. i cant wait for next year.

hurt by friends

i wish just once i could find a friend that i could keep forever. i do not know if it is me or what. i find lots of people who i can call a friend, but no one i can call my best friend. and when i do something goes wrong and they are gone. i am a stay at home mother of a wonderful boy. i have a great husband. a nice house. a wonderful family. but no best friends. no one too talk to. no one to hang out with and go shopping with and have lunch dates with. no one to be there in times of trouble or bad days. i wish i k now what was so bad about me. i have had a few friends that i thought wuold always be there. then something happens and bam. it over. i guess i'm dumded to be alone in this world. no best friend for me ii guess.