Insomia is a bitch....

So...it's 10:11 and I'm awake.  Which wouldn't be a problem except that I'm exhausted.  I've been yawning since 7pm and have already watched a movie, ate dinner and now I'm ready to go bed...I just can't.  Now I'm watching some stupid ass show called Gown Crazy.  I'm not too sure about this show.  It seems to be a little like that show with the kids who are trying to be beauty queens...kinda like a train wreck. 

So next week, Kasey comes!  I am so excited!  I love it when she's here.  I can honestly say that she gets me!  Which is always good.  I've come to realize lately that I'm not exactly normal.  I like some of the normal "girl" things...I like cooking, I like dressing up and I like going out....sometimes.  But the majority of the time, I like sitting at home with friends, having some beers and just hanging out.  I mostly like having beer and wings and justs hanging out with the guys.  I've never gotten along great with girls.  So having Kasey here is like a breath of fresh air.  She's alot like me, she likes beer and wings and Halo and just hanging out. 

I was talking to the monkey on the way home today.  He was asking what the order of the holidays are.  It made me SO sad that summer is so far away.  I would love to be somewhere that I could wakeboard and swim all year round.  I would love to be able to live on the lake and go out when I want.  I am so excited for this summer.  Of all the things I like the most and the times that I'm the happiest, I can say that I am happiest after a day on the water wakeboarding and hanging out...then going back to the house, getting the mr's parents to watch aydan and then heading out on the boat with friends.  Being able to be on the water at night si so relaxing and soothing.  My soothing place used to be the beach.  I could literally sit on the beach for ours with no noise from anywhere around me.  If I went missing in high school, I was at the beach most likely.  I was either at the beach or in the woods.  Now, the beach makes me anxious and the woods still have the soothing effect on me.  I think I'm more meant to be in nature rather than in the city somewhere.  I can't imagine living somewhere that I couldn't look outside and see some type of nature. 

And yes, I'm feeling random as hell and I'm tapping into my "girly" side that I hardly ever visit.  Oh well.  It's my fucking blog.  And now it's almost 10:30 and I'm still not tired...I'm actually thinking of ways I could go walk in the woods and not get attacked by random dogs and crackheads.  I do think the crackheads moved though.  I still wish we could move sometimes.  While I do love our neighbors and am perfectly fine with never having to move our shit again, I would love to live in a neighborhood where I feel safe walking around after dark.  Guess in this day and age, I'm kinda shit out of luck huh?  If it wasn't for the whole dress wearing thing daily, I would think that I should have lived about 100 years ago.  Oh well...I'm going to watch this stupid ass show for a little longer and hopefully go to bed....

Oh shit, I forgot to get the damn cinnamon rolls for in the morning...ugh, guess it's cereal tomorrow!

xoxo
K

Countdown is on!

It's official...in 90 days we will be departing Miami and headed for fun and sun in Jamaica and Grand Cayman.  I'm super excited.  Mainly due to the fact that as of this moment, its less than 60 degrees, I've spent all morning online shopping for a new tank to go to the gas logs...all while sitting in the bed with the bed warmer going.  It's no secret to anyone who knows us that we HATE winter.  The monkey, the Mr. and I all had rather it be 95 degrees than we had it be less than 70.  Add to all this that I'm 1. losing my tan already and 2. it's been 3 weeks or so since I last went wakeboarding and needless to say, I'm not exactly little miss fucking sunshine.  I am honestly not even looking forward to Christmas that much...mainly b/c due to the cruise, we're not doing a huge Christmas.  I'm looking forward to the monkey's face Christmas morning, and family time...but I'm not looking forward to the possibility of snow and ice and cold weather.  That pretty much sucks!  

The mr. has determined that he's not going with me on the trip to lowes to pick up the gas thingy, or to get it filled...so guess that means I'm on my own.  Maybe I can play up the whole girl thing and get someone to help me.  Otherwise, I'll be the one dragging the 100lb LP tank thru lowes.  

K

They want it...

So...I think every male in my life is determined to drive me up the damn wall.  It started earlier today.  I'm attempting to find a cruise for the Mr's 30th b-day and my graduation celebration.  The first one I found was great...only issue is we'd have to fly.  I have MAJOR flying anxiety.  Since we're taking the monkey, flying anxiety would be BAD.  So I found another one...we could drive.  Only problem is none of us really wanna go on that one.  So we're trying to decide if we wanna drive to Miami.  Ugh...too many choices.  So the Mr. won't look at websites and help me...which to get the early booking discount, we have to do this shit in the next like 3 weeks.  Then I come home...the male dog decides it be a good day for a run.   Ugh.  He never runs...he's old-ish, fat and lazy...not sure what his deal was.  Then the monkey decided that apparently he needed to throw the worst of all fits b/c I wouldn't let him eat dinner at 4:45....Ugh.  They all wanted me to drink tonight.   I'm pretty sure

So I did watch NASCAR qualifying today...my boy did awesome!  Besides being amazingly hot~ he's an awesome driver who pulled a 5th place qualifying out of his ass...I was happy....

Tomorrow me, mama and the Mr's mom are going for facials.  I'm pretty damn excited.  It's the suped up version of a facial and I'm paying for it courtesy of a gift card I won a few months ago.  Otherwise it would cost me around $250 for 3 facials.  

More later!  I'm going back to watching Forrest Gump and the monkey draw me a picture...
xoxo
K

Dear life....

I was sent BUGS in the mail today.  Granted, it was a complaint for work...but still BUGS.  Thankfully, this time they were in an envelope.  

It might be a beer night afterall....BUGS.  Ew.  I will document with pics when I get to the camera and get the nerve to open the envelope. 

xoxo
K

Holy Monday Batman....

Wow...so Monday already.  This weekend was pretty good.  I got to drink a little beer, wakeboard and eat wings!  Honestly, the wakeboarding made the weekend...it was a last minute thing and we thought we would freeze to death.  Turns out, it was a beautiful day, the water wasn't too cold and we had a blast.  Gah, last night...didn't sleep at all.  It sucked.  So today, I'm tired and waiting till 4pm and hoping that the monkey doesn't have too much homework so that I can crash early.  If not, I might fall over at some point.  

I get my truck back in 2 weeks!  I cannot wait.  $5200 worth of damage...still crazy.  Oh well.  More later when I can think a little easier...I haven't had enough diet pepsi today to fully comprehend things!

xoxo
K

Never ending cycle

So...I'm on pain pills b/c I have pulled muscles and crap from the wreck...I hurt. But...if I take the pain pills, I resemble one of those blank eyed zombie dudes or dudettes from t.v. If I don't take the pain pills, I'm a complete bitch b/c I hurt....

I just want to go home and play Halo and relax with a cold beer....I'm no alcoholic, but honestly, it's rainy and I'm tired...and a beer sounds good right now...even though it's only 12:40...ugh.


K

Wow...Just Wow...

So yeah...it's been a while. A long while. Tons of stuff has happened and overall, it's been a long couple of months. I swear I'm going to start keeping this up again. So that last blog was in July...yeah we were at the lake every weekend except 2 since then. So with everyone talking about the infamous swine flu...in early August, I had it. I had the H1N1. And honestly...it wasn't as bad as everyone is making out. It was bad, don't get me wrong. I felt like 14 cases of ass. But...overeall, I didn't think it was any worse than any other flu.

That was early August...then things were quiet for a while. Until last week. We came home from the lake and found out that our fridge was GONE. So after getting home at 4:15 and figuring out that little gem, we hauled ass to lowes to get a new fridge. Since we thought they closed at 6...we were stressing. FYI, they close at 8pm on Sundays--the rush was completely unnecessary. After going around and around on trying to find one that me and the Mr. could agree on we finally found a Samsung that we loved. So after loading it in the truck and making the journey home, this is what we have!
Yeah--too bad we didn't exactly think about the fact that this is the BIGGEST model they make. It was like watching Dumb and Dumber in my kitchen watching chris, devin and the neighbor trying to make it fit. It finally fit.

Keep in mind, this was on a Sunday. So...my b-day was Thursday. It wasn't a horrible b-day...just another day! Friday, I was minding my own business working the front desk of hell at work. I decided that I was 1. starving and 2. needed to go to the bank. So I arrange to take an early lunch to go by the bank--I leave work. I'm minding my own business, driving to go to burger king when out of nowhere, some guy pulls out in front on me and I hit him. Going 35-40mph. My first thought, damnit. Seriously....He says he didn't see me....umm...ok. I drive a BIG BLUE ELEMENT. I was seriously less than 15 foot from him when he pulled in front of me. I didn't even have time to hit the breaks. So after a mini meltdown and slight panic attack, the cop comes, writes out everything and I decide that my collarbone is slightly achy and one side isn't the same as the other side. Fun. So me and my mom go to the ER while the Mr. takes my truck to his shop. After x-rays and all the other fun stuff, it is decided that my collarbone isn't broken and I have pulled muscles in my shoulder, back and chest. I also have bruising around my lungs. Great.

So now it's Wednesday--I just want my truck back. I am fairly certain that I need some form of anxiety meds b/c I'm pretty sure I qualify as insane right now. Ugh, Oh well. At least I'm semi ok. More laters...I'm kinda tired of typing--Oh and I think my computer at home is broken again. So I may be buying a new one sometime soon...fun.

K